Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Tie it to a goal...

Plan A,B,C, and now... D.

Taking the twists and turns a little more smoothly now. Patience is the art of hoping.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

I accept chaos, I'm not sure it accepts me.

((blankets not doing their job. the shivers of emotions crashing over are taking control. people not being themselves. not holding up their end of the bargain. feeling the breeze from the fall, and dreading the final landing. frustration overwhelms. changes the shapes being shown in the reflective surfaces. the truth is what you tell me, if thats what you want, if thats what it is. envy over the past. is it any different. i wouldn't know. i shouldn't know. tired of not feeling the equal, but tired of caring. tired of not knowing what to do next, tired of caring so much it hurts. the horizon is bright. the yellow is so piercing and calming at the same time. time. years even. patience is all it will take. if only i had it for everything.))

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Sweet dreams and flying machines in pieces on the ground.

So much craziness, so little time.

School is off and running. Apart from adding the wrong class, everything seems to be going okay with them.

Jonah and LA were much needed. We walked in and handed Jonah our action figure and it felt so good to see him smile in appreciate and heartfelt laughter at the idea of this little creature we made for him. The two openers, gardening, not architecture and Iamani, were so perfect for setting the mood, engaging the crowd, and getting everyone in the right state of mind. I'm excited to see them again soon, hopefully. Jonah was amazing, played the end of the alphabet and thensome. The aftershow in the atrium on the side of Hollywood Blvd ended the night perfectly... Words can't describe how amazing the night was.

Living situation is so up in the air. It was solidified, or so I thought. It's so uneasy not knowing where you will be living. I know it has affected more than i want to admit. It makes me constantly on edge. Worrying. Hopefully the new plan will work out. Although the timing is off, I'm excited, and happy about it nonetheless.


In the next few days things should fall slowly into place, or they should...