((falling memories like falling leaves. i wish the colors would change the same way. sunshine is foolish, the coldness is there, although hidden. it comes at any moment, without warning, the lighst don’t flash, the warning signs invisible.))
I walked past some girl today who thought she may be getting a cold, and her friend said, and I quote, “You should drink Gatorade, it has electrons in it.” I laughed as I passed them in their mini skirts and fur boots. If you are wearing one of those things, the other doesn’t match up based on weather alone, I’ll disregard the fact that it’s a miniskirt and fur boots in general.
Jobs are lined up. Now if only schedules would follow suit. I’m excited to work again. I like being around people and being busy. Not having anything to do has been harder than I would have thought. Plus, the whole money thing.
A surprise is in the mix, and as I solidified the plans and ordered it and what not, it made me think. Surprises always make me feel so off-guard. It’s that awkward nervous feeling that is so fun to watch but so uncomfortable to feel. This one wont be like that though, it has happiness written all over it. It will only bring a smile. I can’t remember the last time I was surprised with something. Not a good one anyway, not one that makes me smile.
After fall comes winter. I love the season. I hate the feelings it brings up. The nervousness of crossing off the days on the calendar is getting closer and closer. It has hit me hard, twice. Once while watching Away We Go. I liked that movie. And then again the following morning as I watched the sun rise out the window. Random times, as always. I wish I had a little more control over it, or a little more comfort when it left, but I’m stuck here with neither, and so it comes and goes when it wants…
Reading back over this, it seems like a nice little synopsis, minus school. Which I would like to minus in real life. Shows, big and small are on the horizon, a mini getaway and some friendly get-togethers.
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